hey you guys... this weekend has been crazy. today i have spent the whole day recooperating from yesterday.(laying around on the couch) dang am i tired. this weekend was tons of fun. im so happy and so sad that its all over. it was nice havin something to look forward to but all the stress that went with it wasnt so fun.

josh was an "okay" date. he tried lots of times to hold my hand but.. no thanks buddy.

some ppl at the dance looked like whores. thats all there is to it. if you wanna do that.. then you just go ahead.

ill get my pics back in a couple days. ill post them if anyone wants to look at them. i love to play dress up like that!!

i really want some hersheys kisses so im gunna go get them from the secret hiding spot... love you millions!

current mood: thankful

today was SOOO great so far! i thought i was gunna do completely horrible on the dance but it really wasnt too too bad. (i think) cinderfella was just plain sick in some ways. especially when j.t. told me he taped "it" up with athletic tape as to not make "a bulge" eww! i dnt think illl ever be able to look at him the same again. school went really really fast today which was wonderful. the whole day i was freakin out b.c we had to do the pep rally in the gym, which sucked as opposed to the field. i mean, we have been in a drought for almost 2 months and all of a sudden it has to POUR. idk but rain is still fun to play in.

once i got home i found myself wanting to get into my suit but i just have to be patient.... its killing me!

i have actually MADE MY BED. my mom was so suprised she said it made my room like a whole new room (hope she was exaggerating), you just dont know how rare this is. i probably make my bed once or twice a year. i have cleaned my room (vaccuuming included) and closet and also my bathroom. i took a shower and did my hair(scruched and blow-dried).... so therefore i have ABSOLUTELY nothing left to do.

im kinda nervous since i have no idea what to do tonight:where to stand, walk, etc... and MAN do i ever suck at walking in heels... i probably will fall down the steps.

i think justin might come over tonight. my mom is using as bribery so she doesnt have to go to the game and we can just go home... stacie said she talked to him(?!?) weird i know.

oh well...im ready for h.c. to be here. maybe ill post later about who wins queen. its got me wondering

current mood: thirsty

havent posted in a few days... this week is absolutly INSANE. i refused to dress on cowboy and hawaiian day, some call it being unspirted, i call it being lazy and having NO time to do anything. we have had dance practice every day. each practice seems to last an ungodly amount of time. so i really really hope the dance looks good tomarrow, and if performed on the field, i think it will look pretty good. WE HAVE TO HAVE THE PEP RALLY ON THE FIELD OR ELSE I WILL DIE! im so scared about doin it in the gym so PLEASE PLEASE pray or do a rain dance to STOP that darn rain!

today we had "homecoming court practice" i found it pointless and just made my mom be mad for having to sit in the car for 45 minutes. why do we really need to practice walking across a field?! after that we ran through the dance ONCE AGAIN, i think dance practice continued but my mom was ready to go so i left. i had an appointment for 4:30 to tan anyway. right now im real itchy b.c of the tannin bed. ugh. i wish i wasnt so worried about my skin color in my dress...

i did good on test geometry today and i have a 90 in english(UGH!) but i found out my science grade and MAN i have got to start trying in that class.

i hate that woman with every ounce of my body.

that reminds me, i should go write that report thats due tommarrow. sorry this post sucks.

...THERE IS SO MUCH TO DO AND NO TIME TO DO IT...

current mood: stressed

hey you guys, sorry i didnt post yesterday, i was really busy. yesterday was spent recooperating from the cornmaize on saturday and shopping for twin day with jade.

the cornmaize was especially fun b/c i fell onto my face. only because justin decided to run and not let go of my hand and for michael to "accidentally" trip us. it was all together a very funny incident. oh yeah, and jade got lost all by herself but luckily we came to her rescue!

i hope we look good tomarrow for costume day. much time and preperation was put into this.

i would say more but THE stace is turtuously forcing me to retire from the computer to doing other things such as english homework. UGH mrs. stevens is a terribly horribe english sub-stitute!

current mood: exhausted

hey you guys! today is goin pretty good so far. i got up about 8 and got ready. my aunt came and picked me up and we went shoppin for a h.c. dress. props to me for making a decision REALLY fast. i was home by one with shoes, dress, and handbag! HOOTY HOOT! im done with shoppin!! that takes a lot off of my mind. then for tonight i have no idea what to do. i was plannin on goin to the movies tonight to see The Forgotten... i like scary movies, dont really know why though. and whenever i told my stacie of my plans she started like yelling about how she wants to go to the cornmaize. she just wants to have the gossip time with mrs tammy, mrs crystal, mrs shannon, and the rest of those mommas. but i dont really wanna go walk around in the middle of nowhere, with my no sense of direction and tiredness  when it is SO incredibly hot in that corn. ugh. she does not understand my need for air conditioning. well im gunna go see if she will take me before she meets at zoar with everyone else. maybe ill post again tonight. have a wonderfullly wonderful evening filled with fun times! love you!

current mood: hopeful

hey you guys! its been a pretty long time since i have written in this here shindig so i decided to start keeping up with it.

today was a pretty good day, i learned that matt micks is a totally AMAZING debator! props to you mick-you deffinatly made me think about things in a whole new perspective. today i also leared that 5yr olds are MUCH more powerful than me. i just checked my mail and am about to get ready for the game. a social event-not to watch the game. but first i think ill share this with you!

i just read this and i think its awesome! it gave me chillbumps

A story is told about a soldier who was finally coming home from the war.
He called his parents from San Francisco.
"Mom and Dad, I'm coming home, but I've a favor to ask. I have a friend I'd like to bring home with me."
"Sure," they replied, "we'd love to meet him."
"There's something you should know the son continued, "he was hurt pretty badly in the fighting. He stepped on a land mind and lost an arm and a leg. He has nowhere else to go, and I want him to come live with us."
"I'm sorry to hear that, son. Maybe we can help him find somewhere to
live."
"No, Mom and Dad, I want him to live with us."
"Son," said the father, "you don't know what you're asking. Someone with such a handicap would be a terrible burden on us. We have our own lives to live, and we can't let something like this interfere with our lives. I think you should just come home and forget about this guy. He'll find a way to live on his own."

At that point, the son hung up the phone.The parents heard nothing more from him. A few days later, however, they received a call from the San Francisco police.Their son had died after falling from a building they were told. The police believed it was suicide. The grief-stricken parents flew to San Francisco and were taken to the city morgue to identify the body of their son. They recognized him, but to their horror they also discovered something they didn't know, their son had only one arm and one leg.

The parents in this story are like many of us. We find it easy to love those who are good-looking or fun to have around, but we don't like people who inconvenience us or make us feel uncomfortable. We would rather stay away from people who aren't as healthy, beautiful, or smart as we are.

Thankfully, there's someone who won't treat us that way. Someone who loves us with an unconditional love that welcomes us into the forever family, regardless of how messed up we are.

yeah yeah i know... probably didnt happen but WOWj, someone always loves me for me. it feels so good inside knowing that...enough said.

current mood: hyper